Lainey didn't sleep all that well last night. She normally sleeps through the night without eating but last night she got up 3 times to eat. Then she was cranky most of the day and slept sporadically. She didn't want mommy to put her down but Grammy and Grandpa did get some time in with her before they left to go home. Grandpa also helped Mommy hang the rack to hold the quilt from Grammy.
Daily life stories from a suburban wife and newbie mom... Just learning as we go!!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
January 31 - A Duncan Proof Door
Lainey didn't sleep all that well last night. She normally sleeps through the night without eating but last night she got up 3 times to eat. Then she was cranky most of the day and slept sporadically. She didn't want mommy to put her down but Grammy and Grandpa did get some time in with her before they left to go home. Grandpa also helped Mommy hang the rack to hold the quilt from Grammy.
January 30 - Sick Day for a little Cowgirl
So, Alaina woke up with a fever this morning. Not, that I was feeling the greatest, but, I could have made it through the work day if I had to. She had slept pretty well all night. She woke up a lot due to the stuffy nose. Problem was since she couldn't breathe out of the nose, she would drop her binky out of her mouth to breathe, then she would go to suck and binky was gone, and then she would start crying. I would wake up, put the binky back in, and we started all over. *Sigh* That got old but she never actually "woke up." Well, anyway, can't go to daycare with a fever so I had to call in to work and call in for Alaina at daycare. They were sad to hear she was sick, but, not surprised given how she was Thursday. So, Lainey and I spent the day at home resting. Daddy got home around 2:00 from his trip. He brought Alaina a surprise! Her very own cowgirl hat!!
Obviously it's a little big yet...but, she will grow! The Indian blanket thing is actually a poncho Daddy got when they took all the guys from the conference to the rodeo one night. Daddy did not wear his and I can't say as I blame him!!! Grandpa and Grandma Durfey came out tonight because Grandpa is going to help Mommy fix the garage door Daddy broke down a few weeks ago. They got a little cuddle time in with Lainey in between her being cranky...
January 29 - Darn the Cold and Flu Season...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
January 28 - "It's a happy day, but, kind of sad..."
So today... I just want to share some memories for Grammy's birthday. I love you Grammy! And I miss you every day! *Kiss Kiss*
Grammy Always Shared...
She was never too busy to play with you...

She sparked my love of Precious Moments



*!Happy Birthday Grammy!*
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
January 27 - Mommy is boring...
Monday, January 26, 2009
January 26 - *{Lainey Bug}*

Today was exceptionally boring and there is not much to blog about. I just went to work and it was a typical boring looooooong Monday. I was counting the minutes until it was time to go home. Thankfully, the snow that fell this morning was all cleaned up and people drove like semi-normal people. I got to the day care right after Lainey finished eating and getting her diaper changed so she was in a fantastic mood! She didn't even cry when I stopped at stop lights today! Normally, she gets very aggravated with me when I stop the car, for any reason, including traffic laws. She thinks if she is in her car seat that you should either be carrying her or the car should be moving. If she is in there and one of these two things is not happening, you are in trouble! So anyway, we got home and she was in a great mood so we sat down and had a little talk. He lady bug was lying close by, thanks to Sam dragging it off the shelf, so I picked it up and sat it next to her, which, as you can see, she really enjoyed! :O) So, I thought since there wasn't much to post about tonight I would just post a picture of my Lainey bug with her lady bug! Awwww! Hopefully tomorrow is more eventful!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
January 25 - There is nothing better than a Family Dinner
Overall today was a busy day but we got a lot done. I got the whole kitchen cleaned, had the roast on all day. We did laundry. (Yuck) And I got to spend time with Alaina which was the best part! Also took some time to work on a little project that I can't talk about just yet. (It's a surprise!!) Anyway...not much to tell other than we are really excited for another first to add to the list!
January 24 - Productive Saturday
Friday, January 23, 2009
January 23 - My Little Roo

Not much happened today. Went to work. Came home. We did do a little shopping tonight at Old Navy and the Mall (Baby Gap - we had gift cards!) and we got Alaina some new clothes. Why do little girls clothes have to be so darn adorable? We are running in to the issue that she has loooooong legs but a tiny waist. Length wise she is easily in 3-6 months but in her waist 0-3 months is still big. So, its fun trying to buy her things sometimes. Teddy is ok with this though because he wants her to play in the WNBA... :OP Nerd.
January 22 - Swimmin' with da Fishes
My favorite fish, however, is the black striped Angel fish who I named Tony Soprano. He is no angel - he is the mob boss of the fish tank, I'm serious. Nobody messes with Tony. We had a little molly that chased him around all the time when we first got it and it turned up dead pretty quick. I am pretty sure Tony took a hit out on it with the red-finned shark, aka Jaws. Brings a whole new meaning to the phrase swimmin' with da fishes now doesn't it? Anyway - this is Tony Soprano:
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
January 21 - Big Girl in her Bumbo!!
Today was an interesting day. Unfortunately, Teddy stayed home with the stomach flu. His parents had it on Monday, and today Teddy and my dad both came down with it. Ick. I am really hoping and praying that Alaina and I can both escape it! Alaina still went to day care and I still went to work. I picked her up this afternoon and she was in a great mood so we did a little shopping and had some girl time. Fun! I also bought one of those baby carrier things that you wear and the baby can either face you or away from you. We tried that out tonight too and she really enjoyed being able to walk around with me while I did things in the kitchen! Anyway...not much else to talk about today. I better go because LOST is on and I have been waiting for this to start all year!! Woo hoo! Talk to you tomorrow! :O)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
January 20 - Watch out for dryer elves and spiders!!
January 19 - Better late then never...
Sunday, January 18, 2009
January 18 - On the Road Again
Ahhh....more driving today on the way back to Nebraska. I think we could easily do this drive in our sleep by now, but, oh well. It was a fun weekend and well worth the trip! Alaina woke up around 7:15 this morning and wanted breakfast and then we went upstairs to see Grandpa and Aunt Ashely before they left for church. Lainey and Grandpa had another fun conversation of "Ooo's and Ahhh's" and then Grammy snatched her away for some cuddling! When Daddy got up we got everything loaded and headed over to Grandpa and Grandma Hutchinson's to see them before we left. We got on the road around 1:00 but stopped in Stuart to drop off maternity clothes for Laura! She had let me borrow her clothes when I was pregnant with Alaina and so I was returning them plus returning the favor! (Maternity clothes are so expensive! If you can share it is so worth it!!) Alaina had never met Eric, Laura or Owen so we went inside for a short visit. Owen is going to be a GREAT big brother! He tried to entertain Alaina, didn't want her to cry, and he even shared his blankies and a lot of his toys!! It was so sweet!! I sooooo wish I would have thought to take my camera in... :O( It was packed in the car and I didn't even think about it but, they are coming out to Omaha sometime here soon and I will have to take pictures then! After that we made the rest of the trip home and unpacked the car. By then Alaina was more then ready to eat and we were getting laundry started, dishes done, stuff set out for dinner, etc. Where did the evening go?? Sorry for the short post tonight, but, it is after 10:00. Alaina is ready for her bedtime snack and some sleepy time so I better go. My picture for the day today is Alaina very proud of herself for sitting in Grandpa's lazy boy this morning with her cowgirl boots on. Enjoy!!
January 17 - Family Game Night!!
So we are all dressed up and of course take pictures and then Great Grandpa Wayne comes to see Alaina. She was happy and talkative when he was there.
Then all of a sudden she was cranky. There was a rumbling...and then suddenly a blowout. The jeans, camo onesie, everything was off to the washing machine and Alaina had to wear a new outfit! Sorry Grandpa Norman! We will try again sometime!!
The plan for the evening after dropping off Alaina was to go bowling but when the wind picked up and the roads turned a little treacherous we decided to have a family game night instead. First we all went to dinner in town at the Mexican restaurant which was a lot of fun and then after stopping to pick up some soda and snacks at WalMart we made our way out to the Durfey household to play games! I got Pictionary man as a belated Christmas gift from Teddy's mom. At Christmas time you could not find that game ANYWHERE but she was able to find it at the WalMart in Osceola after Christmas. Hooray! So we played that (even though my mom said it looked stupid originally! Change your mind did you mom??) It was a lot of fun! If you have the chance to play it, do! We found out Teddy and my dad have some weird connected wave length in their brains where only they get each other's pictures. We now know that Chad would rather build a bicycle with the pieces than draw one, and we know that jigelow (sp??) is extremely hard to get people to guess without being a little naughty. (Yeah...I got that one and my dad made me do it! Thanks dad!) We also played Apples to Apples which is a fun game but I think some of the judges were a little biased... Ha ha! J/K!! Overall it was a fun night with family and friends! I hope everyone else had as much fun as me!
January 16 - Over the river and down I80 to Grandmother's (and Grandfather's) house we go!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
January 15 - Replacing Kanga and Her "Life Partner"

The second thing that came was a set of peek-a-boo blocks that I had wanted for Alaina before she was born, didn’t buy, they quit making them, and the price jumped through the roof on eBay. I got a set of gently used ones for a pretty decent price so, I was happy with that. So, I had these big dreams of setting up this nice pyramid of the blocks and photographing Alaina with them for the blog. Well, you know kids, and you know what happens with the best of intentions. I set them up the first time and my cat ran behind them and knocked the whole thing over. I move the blanket where it wouldn’t get bumped and set it up again. Now Alaina wasn’t really interested in cooperating. This is the best picture I could get of her trying to look at them (and Duncan walked through)…
On a side note I won’t be posting Friday and Saturdays blogs until Sunday as my only internet access will be dial-up and I just can’t deal with that. Ha ha! See ya Sunday!
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
January 14 - Jesus Juice
Even with all the sleep, I still stayed home from work today with a bad headache. It was bad enough this morning I didn't even feel like taking Alaina to daycare so she stayed home with me. We had some mommy and baby cuddle time. Finally, this evening, my headache began to break and I was able to get a few things done. Thank you Lord! I should be able to go to work tomorrow. Well, time to give Alaina a bath! Everyone stay warm! It is FREEZING outside!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
January 13 - Life Lessons = A Margarine Bowl
My mom almost ran out of margarine bowls one time when all three of us got the flu within a few hours of each other. Isn't it funny the things you remember from your childhood and the things you carry on to your own families? Ever since I got married, I have saved my margarine bowls. Rinsed them and sent them through the dishwasher and stored them under the sink. So, today, when I needed one "just in case," it was there.
I am still feeling pretty tough tonight and I am not sure yet if I will be making the trek to work tomorrow. I probably won't know until the morning. Thankfully, Alaina has been very good this evening. I hope it continues through the night so mommy can sleep. Hopefully, I can sleep well and the nausea will go away, but if it doesn't, at least I have my trusty margarine bowl close by!
Monday, January 12, 2009
January 12 - "Oh the weather outside is frightfull...I hate snow! I hate snow! I hate snow!"
Today I woke up to snow on the ground. No big deal, it’s winter in Nebraska. I thought I started my day off in plenty of time. Got Alaina all packed up and ready for daycare which is outside of my routine because Teddy normally does this, but, we managed. I even remembered to write out the check! So we set off toward daycare and that leg of the trip went fine. I arrived exactly when I had planned, took her in and got her settled and then left to go to work. Apparently sometime, in those few precious minutes, everything went to heck outside. The snow kicked up again and people turned into 80 year old women drivers. We were going about 15 mph tops. At this time, I notice that Teddy has left my SUV with no gas in it. So I have to take a side street over the nearest gas station I know of to get gas. This short trip takes almost 20 minutes… I am going to be late and I am getting a little irritated. I get the gas and jump back in my car to take advantage of a picture opportunity for my blog. (See above...the snow didn't photograph that well...) At this time…I had no idea how much I was going to have to write about. So off I set again. Traffic seems to be a little better until I get to the main road. Holy backed up cars batman!! I was lucky to get on from the ramp. We creeped along at 10 mph most of the time and at other times were at a complete standstill. I never saw an accident so who knows what was wrong. All of a sudden, in the middle of my irritation, my passenger side windshield wiper just goes nuts – it flips over and makes this horrible noise and proceeds to not do it’s job and wipe my windshield! It’s broke. UGH! On top of all that, Teddy calls. “Hey, can you believe it is already 65 degrees here? How is your morning?” Have you ever wished you could reach your arm halfway across the country and just strangle someone?! Yeah, you know that feeling. The drive was horrible. I was 45 minutes late to work with a half clean windshield and I was so relieved to get there. I tried to fix the windshield wiper, to no avail. Work itself was not that bad today. I was busy and the day went by quickly. I had to work my lunch to make up time for being late so I could still leave on time at 4:00, but, that was even ok. End of the day comes and I am headed for the door. I get to my car and realize I hadn’t bothered to look outside and it is snowing AGAIN. Double Ugh! Well, I have to pick up Alaina and I have to go home. I have no choice but to set out. So off I go. At first it isn’t too bad. About like it is on a normal snowy day – people going slow and being careful. I maneuver my way in to the lane I will need eventually. Wow. This isn’t so bad. Then, the wind comes. 55+mph winds. White out conditions. We are barely moving. (Note in this picture you can see my broken wiper as well - hooray - no mom I was not driving when I took this picture!)
Sunday, January 11, 2009
January 11 - I am Blessed
The outfit on the right is the jean jumper Alaina wore when we brought her home the 2nd weekend after she was born to meet both the Hunerdosse and Durfey sides of the family. She was so cute with her bow in her hair and the tights that weren't "tight" on a single inch of her little chicken legs.
The next outfit is the "Somebunny Loves Me" outfit from Aunt Ashley that Alaina wore for her pictures at the hospital and multiple times after she was born. Ashley also bought Alaina her first 'bunny bunny' along with this outfit. I remember taking pics at the hospital of her in the outfit with the bunny and the bunny was almost as big as Alaina!!
Following that is the "I'll always be daddy's little girl" outfit that I bought at Carter's outlet when I was still pregnant. I knew that daddy would really like that one, and he did.
Then comes her princess outfit that I thought was really cute. She wore this on her first visit to daycare.
The Teddy Bear sleeper with the little hat with ears is next. Alaina wore this the day after we came home from the hospital to her first pediatricians appointment and multiple times after that. This was also the first outfit Alaina ever had a "blow out" in.
Then the "Lovable" jammies from Shelley with the little bear feet. She was sooo snuggly in these.
Moving to the top row on the left is the burgundy outfit Alaina wore for her first Thanksgiving with the fun "Baby's First Thanksgiving" bib that grammy got her.
Another bunny outfit from Aunt Ashley! This is what Alaina wore home from the hospital and received many compliments from the nurses!
There is the little pink striped hoodie she wore with her hot pink pants. She wore this when mommy took her up to visit work and everyone thought she was so beautiful with her hot pink bow in her hair.
Now, the little fleece bear outfit that I also bought at Carters. We took many pictures in this outfit as she was just mommy's little sweet bear.
Last but not least is a little purple sleeper with a butterfly on it. Seems a little insignificant to most but the day I found out I was having a girl we were running an errand to Wal-Mart and I saw this little sleeper and just had to have it, so, it was the first thing I ever bought for Alaina. The little baby we prayed so hard for. She was worth every minute of crying and praying. Worth every mile and minute for countless trips to my Dr. and the surgery that followed. Even the times when I was sure God couldn't possibly be listening to me anymore...he was. He knew exactly what my heart wanted and prayed for and, I like to think, Grammy Carolyn had a hand in it too.
So, as I sit her bawling and writing this, after bawling photographing and packing it up, I realize it is not just sad tears but happy ones. I have a healthy baby who is getting bigger every day and learning new things. I am blessed. :O)
Saturday, January 10, 2009
January 10 - "Takin down...the Christmas Trees...No more Holidays!"

So after all the 'fun' with Alaina getting her shots and having ear infection last weekend we did not get any of our Christmas taken down, so, that was the task for this weekend! Today, the trees came down. Yes, I said trees, plural. I am my mother's daughter...and I am afraid I have inherited her love of decorating, or at least she made me inherit part of it by buying me stuff I have to find a place for, ha ha! (Just kidding mom...maybe...) So the picture above is the pile of ornament boxes after I put all of the ornaments off one tree away. I don't know if everyone keeps all the boxes, I do. It keeps them safe. :O)
We normally have a large tree in the basement but, much to Teddy's delight, I let that one go this year. It is normally decorated in "The Simpsons." In most people's minds, Teddy = Homer. Think about it, he works at a nuclear power plant, he bowls, he is bald and if you look carefully you will notice they have a similar shape...probably due to their similar love of donuts. So, Teddy's mom joined this ornament club where they sent her three Simpson's ornaments each time and that was like...two years ago. I have never counted but we must have 50+ ornaments and these things are BIG. So big, they require their own tree. We also normally hang our "family" ornaments on this tree but this year they shared a place on the other tree I will mention now.
The second tree is the "Penguin" Tree. This, I thank my mother for because three years ago she spent most of the year collecting penguin ornaments off eBay for Teddy for Christmas. Teddy is a fan of the Penguins hockey team and, over the years, this has translated into Teddy loves penguins. And if you know my family, they get a theme and they run with it. (Come see my run over totes of Apple stuff from the kitchen and rubber duck stuff from my bathroom...) So anyway, we had a few ornaments with penguins and suddenly we had enough they required their own tree. And, it keeps growing, because we have two collections with Hallmark that make new ornaments each year.
The third tree is actually mine. If you know me, you know I love precious moments and I have a decent collection of precious moments porcelain ornaments. I have the 12 days of Christmas and the nativity and then some random ones including the "Our First Christmas 2004" ornament and new to the collection this year, "Baby's First Christmas 2008." However, this is the smallest tree and if I get very many more ornaments it is going to have to be replaced with a larger tree. I think I hear Teddy crying in the background right now...
So as you can see, and as I remind my husband who grumbles every time I talk about our multiple Christmas trees, only one tree is "my fault." :O) And, these are just the trees. We also decorate the kitchen in gingerbread men, the fireplace with the nativity and stockings, the front hall with various snowmen and penguins. It is exhausting just to think about taking this all down. But, I enjoy it when it is up. And sadly, I will probably pass this obsession down to my daughter when I overdecorate, errrr, decorate her home. Ha ha! (Thanks mom!)
So, goodbye Christmas 2008! Goodbye trees and stockings and lights. Only 11 more months until I get to drag you all out again... I can't wait!
Friday, January 09, 2009
January 9 - *Ashes - Ashes - We break the door down!*
So, today I am going to break the rules a bit. It would be hard to describe this day with just one picture so for your viewing pleasure you get some freebies! The day started off a bit sluggish. Alaina's cough came back and she was very restless during the night last night because she would wake up coughing, lose the binky, I would have to reach into the bassinet and pop it back in and hope she went back to sleep. She was never really fully awake but, you could never really get into a deep sleep because this happened frequently. Regardless, up at 5:00 to get me ready, her fed, changed and dressed, get my stuff together and out the door. The schedule has been that Teddy takes her in to daycare and I pick her up. So this morning is trash day. We had collected all the trash in the house last night and got all of the recycling ready but it was getting late and Teddy decided he would just run it down to the curb in the morning. So after I left this morning Alaina was sleeping in her swing and Teddy decides he will just run out really quick and throw the garbage down next to the mailbox and then finish getting ready and leave for work. None of the animals will bother Alaina while she is in her swing because they don't like the motion of it. So off he goes to the garage, grabs the trash can and recycling bin, quickly takes them down the drive and comes back up to the garage to go back in the house. The door is locked. Duncan has this bad habit of jumping up at the door and locking it when he is excited you are home. It has happened in the past but of course never with a baby on the other side of the door. At this point the panic sat in a little. He goes over to the workbench and grabs some things he thinks might help pick the lock and sets to work. Suddenly Duncan starts barking on the other side of the door. Now, he was probably just barking because he knows someone is messing with the door knob but Teddy decides with Alaina in there this is no time to mess around. So, he puts his shoulder into the door... Here are the results...

Doors don't tend to stand up well to that kind of abuse. So Teddy gets back inside and of course Alaina is still sound asleep just swinging away. Everyone gets ready and thankfully the door will still shut, so they leave. Teddy emails me from work and tells me about his morning so that when I arrive home I don't jump to the conclusion that someone tried to break in. (I appreciate that) His summation of the situation was that "the door might need a little repair." Without seeing the damage, I take him at his word. He starts talking about what materials we might need and I offered the suggestion of a door knob with a TURN lock because unless Duncan suddenly sprouts aposable thumbs, he will not be able to lock us out anymore. Wow! What an idea! So you would think that would be enough drama for one day. NO! We are just getting started my friends. After a long day of work I can't wait to leave and as soon as the clock strikes 3:30 - I am out. I spent most of the drive to the daycare speaking with Ashley and my mom and I notice all the plows are out laying down treatment on the roads. I pick up Alaina and thankfully they say not only did she poo today (ha ha) but she didn't cough very much and she slept well which I was glad to hear. We leave and as we walk out it has started to freezing rain. Ugh. I get Alaina all secured and call Teddy to make sure he is leaving work. He promises he is leaving and Alaina and I set off for home. We pull up the street and find the nice garbage men left both the trash can and recycling bin right in the middle of the driveway... I can get around it but I decide since it is freezing rain I should probably drag them up the driveway before the drive gets too slick. If you have been to our house, you know why you don't go down the driveway when it is icy. Teddy did it last week and took a little ride. So I get Alaina out of the car and open the door where the trim promptly dislodges itself from the door and falls from it's abuse this morning. I set Alaina down and take her out of the car seat and set her in the swing in her snowsuit while I run out to grab the trash can where it is now SLEETING and pelting me in the face. (I had no fear of being locked out obviously...) I come back in and take my coat off to go tend to Alaina but from somewhere in the house I am hearing a very frantic "Meow, meow, MEOW! MEEEEEOOOOOW!!" Oh Lord... Alaina is still swinging so I go to investigate and trace the noise to the upstairs bathroom. Sam is lying in FRONT of the door looking at me. It is obviously Maggie... I open the door and she comes bounding out and proceeds to wind around my legs to thank me for saving her. Yae...she left us a little a present to clean up after her all day adventure. I took a picture but now I am deciding against posting it... You get the "picture." I just shut the door. I don't know how she got in there... Sam is like Houdini when it comes to doors. He somehow gets them open and I guess Maggie is just good at getting shut in. Meanwhile, I remember Alaina is still swinging... Poor thing. I rush downstairs and she has managed to fall asleep, snowsuit and all.
Cute little pink bear. I take her out of the swing and un-bundle her and feed her and in the meantime daddy gets home. Ha ha - I am otherwise engaged with the baby. "Hey honey - there is a mess upstairs that needs cleaned up." Teddy cleans up the mess and takes the rugs down to the wash and cleans the floor so that part is cleaned up but the door still stands in shambles and we won't be going to Lowes tonight! The ice turned sleet has now turned to snow. Big fluffy beautiful flakes that make you forget about, at least partially, the troubles from the day. *Sigh* Well...time to make dinner and try to enjoy the rest of the evening. I hope everyone else's days were better, but if not, thank the Lord it is the weekend! Time to recoup!



Thursday, January 08, 2009
January 8 - Poo(h)

This picture seemed highly appropriate for todays blog. If you have kids, you will get this. If you don't...read at your own risk! This is my day! It is seemingly just a cute picture of Alaina and her Pooh Bear but little do you know, over the last two days we have been on a "Poo Watch." Nope, not some fun new spin-off with a David Hasselhoff and some busty blondes... We have literally been waiting for a dirty diaper. At first I didn't think much about it. Yesterday the day care mentioned they didn't have a dirty diaper all day. Hmmmm...okay. She just saved it for mommy. But when Alaina woke up this morning after sleeping all night and we were still waiting I was a little more concerned. I called the daycare once during the day to see if they had any "luck." Nope, not yet. By the time I picked her up I was debating calling the pediatrician or at the very least going home and reading my "What to Expect: The First Year" book about how long you wait before you worry. Especially when your child normally has 5+ dirtys a day! We got home and the cable guy was coming so I popped Alaina in her swing to take advantage of a few minutes to do a quick sweep of the house to make sure it was in order. After the cable guy left it was finally time for Alaina to eat and she was ready!! So we get settled on the couch and she starts to eat and then suddenly stops. I tried again and she appeared to not be hungry anymore. Suddenly...there was a rumble and just like that, the poo strike was over! (I will spare you the details here) Hooray!
Other then that, not much happened today. Did I mention how much I love being a parent? Seriously - no sarcasm there. :O) Love you Alaina and your poo(h) too!
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About Me

- The Hutchinson's
- Nebraska, United States
- I live in Nebraska with my husband Teddy, daughter Alaina, son Nolan and boxer Duncan. I'm a full time mommy with a full time job and I wouldn't change a thing!